hla pangitaa!

G-O-L-B^_^



AFter seeing this a thought of you came to me len hahaha....all about the things you had with your dream guy <3...
how amazing it is to actually see, meet and have a glimpse of the guy you always saw in your dreams.
I think its just AWESOME!!
(TAGGED TO ALLENA SHARM...len pki click sa gif image pra 
mkta nmo ang whole image)

MOVE ON!


   MOVE ON   
      When I think of these words at this point of time i could say that I'm totally far from it. So many reasons why but I could share a few, one is about my friends specifically my QUEZONIXX FAMILY, they have been a big part of my life and it is such a hard thing to do to Just slipped away, the memories keeps on coming back!...its haunting me but I really do miss all of them. Sometimes, I would compare my new friends to my quezon family I know it is a selfish thing but the fact that they are so unlike them keeps on  taunting me. I know that one day, we would all reunite and when that day comes my happiness would be immeasurable. Next is my IT FAMILY. I still can't get over about the quarrel that we had last time, if it wasn't for our super dedicated adviser the class would have gone crazy!!(SABUNGAN IS THE TERM)..It all started with the showing of feelings, misconception and people being deceitful. I guess there are just people that are too full about their selves and it totally sucks to have them all around. The grudge is still inside me but I am not the kind of person who would get angry to a person for a long span of time, I'm more of a prosperity type:D and also I don't have high pride, I'm always the one to step down int a fight and say SORRY. 
Last would be MYSELF....Frankly speaking, I have a lot of issues to deal with!. I have so many things that I would like to do. I wanted to make a change but I don't know where to start. A person needs to grow, adjust and adapt but for me its like I'm a turtle. and that is exactly why I can't move on...I'm so slow with all the things that I don't want to change!..I want things to stay permanent but CHANGE is one thing that is constant in life and you cannot defy that rule!...and so here I am coping up with everything in a fastest way I can. I don't want to get hurt!! in the end making things this way would also mean to be a big risk it could make or break me but I'm strong!, I know I could handle this!...

I hope to  know that everything would fall into place..coz I know that someone guiding me for I am a believer. But I do know that before moving on also means looking back to here you came from for that is the reality of life!


QUEZONNIX FAMILY




IT2 FAMILY



MYSELF




the prestige of my OUTRAGE!

akala nyo talaga kung sino kayo!...kala nyo kung sino mka asta!..npka ganda ng pakikitungo namin sa inyo sa kadahilangang gusto namin mgkaroon nga "harmonious relationship"....pero imbis na harmonious kabaliktaran ang nkuha nmin.
I may have close friends in your "realm", but I guess they have been already infected with!..(as in while ngbasa sa ila mga comments wla nko kbantay nghilak nko)...ano nlng ang mukhang ihaharap ko sa taong kapantay ko sa posisyon.
SAYANG!!....sabi pa nga ng grammarian friend ko "AYW PUGSA ANG DLI MGPAPUGOS, KAY MPUGOS NLNG NUON KA UG KSUKO PRA LANG MPUGOS ANG NGPAPUGOS!" sa mkgets lng:P

sleeping positionZzZz..


WHAT SLEEPING POSITION?hmm....I think I'm more of a yearner position sleeper, For me its the most comfortable and it shows that I yearn for someone...(echos oi):p
you what position are you and why?
I'M REALLY SORRY....that's the thing that I wanted to say to myself and to the person who is hurting bcoz of my posts...I never knew that the time that I'm hurting inside is there is also someone who is much more hurt!..GOSH!! i'm so numb and dumb!..I will certainly promise when the time comes that the two of us would meet, I'll make sure that all the things that I would say is genuine and would not hurt you. I'm not doing this because of a purpose,I'm doing this for us to understand each other and avoid misconception, that would lead of both off us getting hurt..(well aside the fact that I'm so curious about you, coz your different from what your couzin described you). Hope to see you soon. and pls don't comment to the post that brings heartache to your heart which is already aching because of your circumstances. OK^_^
I WILL TRY TO POST THINGS THAT WOULD MAKE YOU HAPPY OR THINGS THAT BRINGS INSPIRATION...NO MORE POSTS ABOUT CRUSHES!..BECAUSE THEY ALL SUCK!(oops sorry for the wrong use of words:P)...take care nick:))
(and don't always look on my pictures it gives me the creeps, if you reallywant COME COZ I AM THE REAL DEAL...hahaha)

New friends f mine tO FILL my cup...^_^







Not Applicable!



"A friend is a friend, and a lover is a lover"....but what if a friend wants to be a lover, or a friend liking his friend. I'm pretty sure its not just me in this entire world feeling the sort of love in this form. It is such a pain considering, that you don't want your friend to find out the truth but, how can you actually control the oozing emotions of affection when you are always near to the one you like. There are a lot of things that might actually happen, things that are uncontrollable and unexpected...you'll never know what's coming in this kind of situation. For me the reason of liking your friend is its because you already know each other, you are analogous with your likes or maybe the qualities that you are looking for a person is already there. In my experience the "IT" feeling gave life to the part of myself that has been in slumber for a while(after recovering from sigh)...and I was loving it, and everyday I was yearning for it. But everything has an end(I guess it's already a nature of life). The beginning was wonderful but the end was certainly awful!..Th spark is still there but instead of lighting my path it just burnt me a little and now I'am frightened to get burned again:(...so I decided to stop the infatuation and proceed with the realization of being, 
TAKEN FOR GRANTED! 
There are just things in life that are not applicable, and faith couldn't be in your side for always, you also can't live a life in a way of being happy-go-lucky,
(its for the best, thinking this way)
Its hard to believe it,but it is absolutely the fact. You just got to set boundaries and set your intentions so that in the end you will not be hurt. But I guess that's what life is all about getting hurt, you just have to take that and accept it, use it, so that next time you will not stumble. I believe that I have learned my lesson for this one, and I sure do hope to not be lured again.

Beginning and the End!

last JUNE 29, 2011, marked the beginning of something peculiar!.
JULY 9, 2001...a zygote of romance sprouted.
JULY 10, 2001, the debut of my confession....
JULY 11, 2011...we had a conversation that change it all!!
but...this day forth JULY 19, 2011. the meadows was trucked by lightning!...
THE END:((((((((
naghintay ako sayo..nakapag ng OL ka nga pero nwla din agad I took it as a sign..and with it I hadd found my resolve^_^

Reality does hurts!


It was as sweet as a chupa chups lolipop but, as awful as the taste of ampalaya....That's how I can describe my current situation. I thought at first that everything would turn out just fine, that everything would go as swiftly as it goes but, everything turned out to be a disaster!...That night when he had our first serious chat he told me thank you for liking him it was good for my part, letting him know about my feelings it feels like a load of cement placed in my back was successfully uplifted. the second time around he told me that he actually likes me among the girls, I wouldn't let myself get dragged by the idea because it sounds absurd and absolutely IMPOSSIBLE!! but he told me everything and explained it in a calm way(as he always does). I started to believe to what he told me, I was scared to actually share it with my gals coz for all I know O-E-G(lets just call him that way) is a shy person he doesn't want others to be aware of something that he doesn't want to be shared. The following days felt like as if I was drawn to something worth it, something so amazing that I just can't help but to be flambouyant with my emotions for O-E-G. Even though I'm not really sure what he feels about me, I'm still mesmerized everytime his eyes blink, and especially his smile that could wipe out all my worries of him not having the same feelings for me. I guess that really is the THING about crushes!, being so vulnerable with everything he does and making you feel awesome inside just by thinking of the times that our eyes met. As the saying goes "Everything has an end", and also "Every action has a reaction"..all this is being applied in real life. In my case the spectacular feeling was washed out with just one snap, and now I am feeling down and depressed...The pocket full of sunshine was tormented by a super strong hurricane(exaggerating my thoughts). I really did felt the connection between us, it was such a waste. Still confused of what happened, I didn't really got the point why he is acting this way, but I sure do hope that things would fall into place again. I would like to have another chance. But if faith agreed that there won't be any chance for me at all then I would have to let go. I sure does hope that when he meet someone whom he will set his eyes as his partner, the girl would give him total affection and attention because he deserves it!..If O-E-G would try to knock to my heart again(weeh di nga) I don't if I would open the door and welcome him with open arms(charut lang!) I just wanted to find my resolve regarding this issue of my heart because I don't the both of us to get hurt in the end, and I would never let myself to hurt O-E-G. 
(wondering what would happen if he accidentally or most probably have a chance to actually read thiS...unsaon nlng!!)


I KNOW THAT I TRIED BUT THIS IS LAST GOODBYE:'(

Rebecca Black - My Moment - Official Music Video

I'm beautiful...wlang kokontra:P


Here we go again, the feeling that I'v been avoiding!..GOSH!..is this what they call as "Don't find love, let love find you", if its true then I'm in pursuit :O.
All I want is to be love and be love but not to the extent of being so madly in love, but what actually happened is that I'm the only one who is feeling the love in short...ONE SIDED LOVE!!</3.
I've been through with this for the second time around now and to tell you honestly its a total heartache!:'(,...who would want to be neglected and be rejected by  the one you like? NO ONE ofcourse!
But I'm still in love even to the point of looking as if I'm a fool..I sure do hope that someday there would be a one who would also take the risk of being a fool for my affection, its sounds selfish yes but, It's not bad to dream after all :PP...
Another post has been posted!..posting really does help to convey my feelings even though no one is appreciating my posts..^_^



It's finally over...I have totally found my resolve over him...

It was a hard fight it was like defying gravity...but in the end I did it with my head held high..

I never thought I was capable of liking someone to the extent of almost falling in love..

Its like I'm on the the edge of falling in love...

I remember myself always peeking on his FB wall just to know if what he's up to.

I love the tingling feeling every time I see him, and when he speaks it was like my whole world was about to stop.

But a certain thought occurred to me and it brought me back to my senses...

I finally understand that we are miles and miles apart!...

But I'm still triumphant for I have prevented myself from being hurt...and I don't want to get hurt.

And so from this day forth I shall not let myself be affected to him and I will certainly abide the tingling feeling and the lovely thoughts of hi, because for all I know in the end
 I WILL ALWAYS BE THE LONELY ONE....

My Case Of Study (Information Technology)



INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY (IT) is just like a bundle of all these things:
the water piping system; the electrical lining system; the bicycle; roads and highways; the library; the printing press; the telephone; the airplane; and many more. A career in IT is not a dead-end job; it's a continuous learning and innovating of a lot of things.



            INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY at first glimpse you would thought that it is a joined definition of the words Information and Technology...well most probably but not exactly. Information Technology is the acquisition, processing, storage and dissemination of vocal, pictorial, textual and numerical information by a microelectronics-based combination of computing and telecommunications. See it is not the exact meaning…IT is a massive form of system that has spread its influence along the globe. Universally availed by the people it’s either for the economical use, social, and even educational. I believe that IT in the present time the knowledge about it should be scattered, for the people to cope up with the fast changing environment. It is also essential to manifest the ideas about it because it goes with the flow of the technology and also because it is a a reflection of the modern era (opinion only),I could also conclude that it is the partners in crime per say with the era that is commonly called “The Computer Age”  IT is bound to innovate and to be up to date for the better development of the community.

INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY is just like the Water Piping System:

                The precise definition of Water Piping system is that it is a process maintained by the people for its simultaneous use. Machines are also employed to run a water piping system, it has a lot o process to go through to make it work. IT (Information technology) is just like the water piping system because, the information and technology has a mere process of its own, it also follows a series of processes before obtaining its capabilities be properly used. IT along its process is being improvised to make its usage more convenient and, also run by the people and also with the use of machines.

 INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY is just like the Electrical Lining System:

            An Electrical Lining System is a system that used a lot of electrical power to run it. It has a lot of generators that sends signal to manipulate and control the process of the system. It also has a lot of process to deal with before making use of its capabilities. It is similar to IT (Information Technology) because IT is also operated by somewhat like generators, impulses are also send to process it. This signals is used to run a lot of programs that is in collaboration to IT.

INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY is just like Bicycle:

            As we all know a bicycle is a equipment for transportation, it has to be driven well. IT also has to be perfectly impel for superior use for the information and technology that is being transported. IT conveys a lot of things to people for the betterment of the society, such as vocal, pictorial, textual and numerical information. IT is a very essential to send all this forms of information.

INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY is just like Roads and Highways:

            Roads and highways are pathways that will lead to a definite place. It has so many intersections and turns before reaching a destination. It’s the same as IT because IT also passed and has a lot of turnings to do before it gets to its explicit route. It is a pathway of information and technology that gives convenience to all the people who make use of Information Technology.
INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY is just like Library:

            Library, it is said that it is a collection of books, pamphlets, etc. kept for reading and consultation. IT(Information Technology) is a form of library, it does not store books but on the contrary it stores more information bundled together, in bulk or even the most specific knowledge. IT has a vast connection to all the data in the world, it is most likely to be a data bank. The library it can be updated, Information technology can also refurbish, from time to time.

INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY is just like Printing Press:

            Printing press is a producer of books and other form of reading materials, a printing press synthesized information in a facile mode to acquire the readers interest. The correspondence of Printing Press to Information Technology is that IT also produces information that it can be viewed automatically.

INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY is just like Telephone:

            A telephone is a communication medium, a device universally used and common in every home along the globe. Living in this biological planet with continents distributed along the globe it is very necessary to have something that could connect us with all the people in the world. That’s where Information Technology takes part. Having an immense connection with all the data, programs, technologies and information in the world makes it probable for the people in the world to be associated with each other.

INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY is just like Airplane:

            Airplane it is analogous with Information Technology because an airplane is a carrier of a lot  of things, aboard passengers and take them to their explicit destinations. It takes these things from one place to another. On the other hand Information Technology took and drop information and not passengers. This information are outputs that are the fruit of the input that has been encoded. This output plays a huge part to the society, the outputs are transmitted to different parts of the world to be used as a part of a system or a program and there it is embedded and used.  

A career in IT is not a dead-end job; it's a continuous learning and innovating of a lot of things.

            First of all there are a lot of jobs in the world, there are jobs that are called “White Collar” jobs, jobs that are very peculiar and somewhat manifest etiquette (based on my own experience). But why is it that Information Technology is not a dead end job, in my own point of view it is certainly not because it goes along with the flow of time, as the season changed so as will IT. Based in the present era everything centers to Technology (and IT is all about it), nowadays everything is being operated sand mobilize by computers, any form of activity is adjoin by computers and so IT and computers are bind together and as computer changes so as the IT.
            It’s a continuous learning and innovating of a lot of things. Seemingly abstract but its not!.. As the present era change there would be a lot of transfigure that would took place, For Information Technology it is normal to go with the flow of change, shift all its current propositions and make it more appropriate to what the society is demanding. Alter and convert programs, systems, softwares so on and so forth. Formulate new softwares, generate new programs. IT also along a simultaneous process innovated things, along the way new things are invented within it. In short Information technology is a leading through a path of development and its nature to continue to change along a ride. It also innovates and amplify the information for the better convenience of all the people that used and collaborate IT with their daily activities.

            Alas! done with my Case of Study, after compiling this I’m looking forward for further understanding about Information Technology, I also wanted to form allegiance with it aside the fact that it is my choice of profession but because of the fact that I wanted to go with the flow along with it within the fast changing environment leading to more discoveries and towards the superior form of Information and high Technology.

  

“Your SMILE is enough to, make me SMILE:))”


Even though it feels awkward to be around you, my feet wouldn’t take a step away. 
Even a slightest glimpse of you makes me shiver and tingle.
Even though you can’t see me the way I see you, I still like you.
Every move you make can blow me away.
Every word you speak makes my heart beat stop!
Even if I’m in the edge no need to worry because……
Your SMILE is enough to make me SMILE.
my dear SIGH<3

newbie!

It feels awkward to be a newbie I still don't know what's the thing here,,pls help me (>_<)