New friends f mine tO FILL my cup...^_^

Not Applicable!

"A friend is a friend, and a lover is a lover"....but what if a friend wants to be a lover, or a friend liking his friend. I'm pretty sure its not just me in this entire world feeling the sort of love in this form. It is such a pain considering, that you don't want your friend to find out the truth but, how can you actually control the oozing emotions of affection when you are always near to the one you like. There are a lot of things that might actually happen, things that are uncontrollable and unexpected...you'll never know what's coming in this kind of situation. For me the reason of liking your friend is its because you already know each other, you are analogous with your likes or maybe the qualities that you are looking for a person is already there. In my experience the "IT" feeling gave life to the part of myself that has been in slumber for a while(after recovering from sigh)...and I was loving it, and everyday I was yearning for it. But everything has an end(I guess it's already a nature of life). The beginning was wonderful but the end was certainly awful!..Th spark is still there but instead of lighting my path it just burnt me a little and now I'am frightened to get burned again:(...so I decided to stop the infatuation and proceed with the realization of being, 

TAKEN FOR GRANTED! 

There are just things in life that are not applicable, and faith couldn't be in your side for always, you also can't live a life in a way of being happy-go-lucky,

(its for the best, thinking this way)

Its hard to believe it,but it is absolutely the fact. You just got to set boundaries and set your intentions so that in the end you will not be hurt. But I guess that's what life is all about getting hurt, you just have to take that and accept it, use it, so that next time you will not stumble. I believe that I have learned my lesson for this one, and I sure do hope to not be lured again.

Beginning and the End!

last JUNE 29, 2011, marked the beginning of something peculiar!.

JULY 9, 2001...a zygote of romance sprouted.

JULY 10, 2001, the debut of my confession....

JULY 11, 2011...we had a conversation that change it all!!

but...this day forth JULY 19, 2011. the meadows was trucked by lightning!...

THE END:((((((((

naghintay ako sayo..nakapag ng OL ka nga pero nwla din agad I took it as a sign..and with it I hadd found my resolve^_^

Reality does hurts!

It was as sweet as a chupa chups lolipop but, as awful as the taste of ampalaya....That's how I can describe my current situation. I thought at first that everything would turn out just fine, that everything would go as swiftly as it goes but, everything turned out to be a disaster!...That night when he had our first serious chat he told me thank you for liking him it was good for my part, letting him know about my feelings it feels like a load of cement placed in my back was successfully uplifted. the second time around he told me that he actually likes me among the girls, I wouldn't let myself get dragged by the idea because it sounds absurd and absolutely IMPOSSIBLE!! but he told me everything and explained it in a calm way(as he always does). I started to believe to what he told me, I was scared to actually share it with my gals coz for all I know O-E-G(lets just call him that way) is a shy person he doesn't want others to be aware of something that he doesn't want to be shared. The following days felt like as if I was drawn to something worth it, something so amazing that I just can't help but to be flambouyant with my emotions for O-E-G. Even though I'm not really sure what he feels about me, I'm still mesmerized everytime his eyes blink, and especially his smile that could wipe out all my worries of him not having the same feelings for me. I guess that really is the THING about crushes!, being so vulnerable with everything he does and making you feel awesome inside just by thinking of the times that our eyes met. As the saying goes "Everything has an end", and also "Every action has a reaction"..all this is being applied in real life. In my case the spectacular feeling was washed out with just one snap, and now I am feeling down and depressed...The pocket full of sunshine was tormented by a super strong hurricane(exaggerating my thoughts). I really did felt the connection between us, it was such a waste. Still confused of what happened, I didn't really got the point why he is acting this way, but I sure do hope that things would fall into place again. I would like to have another chance. But if faith agreed that there won't be any chance for me at all then I would have to let go. I sure does hope that when he meet someone whom he will set his eyes as his partner, the girl would give him total affection and attention because he deserves it!..If O-E-G would try to knock to my heart again(weeh di nga) I don't if I would open the door and welcome him with open arms(charut lang!) I just wanted to find my resolve regarding this issue of my heart because I don't the both of us to get hurt in the end, and I would never let myself to hurt O-E-G. 
(wondering what would happen if he accidentally or most probably have a chance to actually read thiS...unsaon nlng!!)

I KNOW THAT I TRIED BUT THIS IS LAST GOODBYE:'(

Rebecca Black - My Moment - Official Music Video

I'm beautiful...wlang kokontra:P

Here we go again, the feeling that I'v been avoiding!..GOSH!..is this what they call as "Don't find love, let love find you", if its true then I'm in pursuit :O.
All I want is to be love and be love but not to the extent of being so madly in love, but what actually happened is that I'm the only one who is feeling the love in short...ONE SIDED LOVE!!</3.
I've been through with this for the second time around now and to tell you honestly its a total heartache!:'(,...who would want to be neglected and be rejected by  the one you like? NO ONE ofcourse!
But I'm still in love even to the point of looking as if I'm a fool..I sure do hope that someday there would be a one who would also take the risk of being a fool for my affection, its sounds selfish yes but, It's not bad to dream after all :PP...
Another post has been posted!..posting really does help to convey my feelings even though no one is appreciating my posts..^_^