When I think of these words at this point of time i could say that I'm totally far from it. So many reasons why but I could share a few, one is about my friends specifically my QUEZONIXX FAMILY, they have been a big part of my life and it is such a hard thing to do to Just slipped away, the memories keeps on coming back!...its haunting me but I really do miss all of them. Sometimes, I would compare my new friends to my quezon family I know it is a selfish thing but the fact that they are so unlike them keeps on taunting me. I know that one day, we would all reunite and when that day comes my happiness would be immeasurable. Next is my IT FAMILY. I still can't get over about the quarrel that we had last time, if it wasn't for our super dedicated adviser the class would have gone crazy!!(SABUNGAN IS THE TERM)..It all started with the showing of feelings, misconception and people being deceitful. I guess there are just people that are too full about their selves and it totally sucks to have them all around. The grudge is still inside me but I am not the kind of person who would get angry to a person for a long span of time, I'm more of a prosperity type:D and also I don't have high pride, I'm always the one to step down int a fight and say SORRY.
Last would be MYSELF....Frankly speaking, I have a lot of issues to deal with!. I have so many things that I would like to do. I wanted to make a change but I don't know where to start. A person needs to grow, adjust and adapt but for me its like I'm a turtle. and that is exactly why I can't move on...I'm so slow with all the things that I don't want to change!..I want things to stay permanent but CHANGE is one thing that is constant in life and you cannot defy that rule!...and so here I am coping up with everything in a fastest way I can. I don't want to get hurt!! in the end making things this way would also mean to be a big risk it could make or break me but I'm strong!, I know I could handle this!...
I hope to know that everything would fall into place..coz I know that someone guiding me for I am a believer. But I do know that before moving on also means looking back to here you came from for that is the reality of life!
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